so today i'm still working out how to take
my freaking tense and akwardness when i see him.
i prepared 2 hours before the date..
i dated his two sisters first in the arcade games in mall
they were really having funXD! so do i just watching^^


and ate burger, spaghetti and halohalo..

they said took them a pic to show it to raph
coz he didnt come with us! hahax silly girls!
I and the two went home at 6:30pm on their store
the two were so tense that their mama and papa will
get mad if they go home late!
on the way home ella explains that Cj can't come
because he was doing the laundry..
haha i laughed and after i felt sad..
is this how my valentines will end...omg i think too much
and act weird!..but deep in me i understand that
sometimes good things happen and bad too.
so when i get to his store..
i decided to ate dinner and after i'll walk home.
then i got a text from Cj..
he said where was i?.
i felt the tense that he was in hurry going
to the store..
so i relied back that i was still in the store
and he said wait for him..
so i did,..
my heart felt so much happiness that i put
down my bag..and relaxed!
when he came..he was sorry..but i teased him a bit
and so we went to Jollibee to order food..
after i gave the food he reach put a rose.
i thought it was plastic..haha it was real!
he said be careful..they're real miss!
after he ate..we decided to go in the beach..
we stayed so long in the beach without noticing the time
but i was sooo happy in each sec with him..
no mushy talk..all fun and casual yet he was so
gentle that i can even imagine he's my boyfriend in that
moment,,..
.ahhh i was soo happy like the free waves
splashing on our feet!

the night was a bit cold but the water is warm.
the lights we're like dots but i can still see his face
and those smiles just for me.
we challenged the waves but ended up losing.
i mean we were wet after shouting at it!
i wanted to talk so much more that i had to stop
because i know it'll wait for it's time to tell more..
we were like kids spending those times..
he hold the rose for me to protect it from the breeze
of the air.
we went home and it's raining a bit..
i put my rose in my hand and lean it on his back
so it wont break..my head lean my hand touching his
back..i smelled the perfume i sold to him hehe!..
he was wearing it! XD
he went me straight home and now he knows where
i live..my hair was so blown he was laughing for it!
he had a helmet but i dont so that explains!!..
i said "thank you"...and he left.
i was shy to took this..the rose were pretty and i arranged
them..haha im happy! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!


OH THE PLASTIC rose was from mody..she prepared so
early in getting me this! so sweet!