eye defect (0.o))

I was scheduled to get my glasses today.

The other week I have to cancel it due to the delay of our program to be

be passed at exactly 6pm so the clinic was closed already.

The doctor texted me to come by anytime I'm free because

it was already paid and so no hassle.

But seriously it took 4 days before I got this XD
I think I was pretty scared how thick it was going to be!!
My left eye gotten worse and the right is starting to be bad so he really insist
me on wearing this in school or whenever I'm on the screen doing my
thing or even watching TV's so here I am goofing around(As always)
and wearing it on the first day^^

portrait and randomness photo :)

i was planning to have a self portrait painting this year.

Though every year I make a painting this time I would try portaits.

I haven't tried it though. I only use pencil or charcoal in portraits.

I was too scared to mess with it.

So here are the possible option.

this one is what I pick at the moment :)

LOL :)
Forgive me with this, this is not a portrait I want to draw haha
just goofing around after some long minutes taking photos of
myself (that's so tiring actually)
this is the second to the best I want:)

but we'll see what will I draw it's not the end of the year yet.

though I wanted it to be finish before the year changes :)

endless Love - K. Will and Charice Pempengco

yeah boy!..i feel really inlove with this duet!

and with sexy K. Will and AWESOME Charice -blow!

yup! it will blow you away!..wew

just had goosebumps again!

like I always watch Charice in Youtube everyday!

hohohoho everyday!!

and even I can't help myself from watching it all over again.

hay MABUHAY KA CHARICE!

You deserve everything you had today.

God bless you always. I know how humble you are

please stay that way.

Tweet me: pearlyShoii

hahaha i've finished cooking ok?

3 more to go..

i forgot to sign up here.

I think I've planned this more than facebook itself but somehow

I don't find it amusing to me though I wanted to follow other tweets~

how's that?

so I finally have a Twitter account and u can tweet

heres the link :

http://twitter.com/pearlyShoii

me anytime..feel free to add me then :)

lets tweeeeeeeeeetttt!!

woohh ang kamay ko di mapakali!

di mapakali sa kakaguhit!!

yeah the whole day when i woke up, at school, after school, lunch,

meryenda break, and now before dinner

I'm still stuck on this paper and pencil colors

and I'm wondering when will I stop?..

this is what I hate bout me starting to draw- it's non-stop!

cmon joy, you have:

1. assignments (3) to do

2. laundry uniform to wash

3. cook dinner(fish tonight)

4. clean your messy desk!

"wew glad it's just four of them haha I used to have 10 plus on my list!!"

*move move away form you laptop!!!

i remember my grandma..

Going Home Video

this is very touching..it moved me and made my tears fall like hell!

pls watch it and reconsider what you do to your elders.

credits to: Carla Antonio video.

Fixing...

We did talked almost four hours on what we don't understand.
It's pretty late already we started 1:18am and ended up at 4:10am..
All those time mostly I was the one who talked and cried.
He didn't.
He told me to end here.
It was too painful that I stopped crying.
My mind went blank and for a moment there was this silence so loud.

I thought there was no way I could help this.
But suddenly something whispers in my mind what to tell him.
I did. I told him what I heard.
He stopped blaming, he seems to get what I said.
I think I just hit what he was suppose to hear.
And reminded him what we both promise to remember.
And when the time he suddenly forgot it, he asked me before to
let me remind him again what he can't think when he's mad.

So by that, it started to fix.
We have a new batch of conditions so we
wont' be able to end on this again.
I stopped crying after almost 3 hours.
I was all helpless a while ago. What was that voice in my head?
God? Mamang? did you just help me?
thank you so much if YOU did.

This was just one of the thousand fight we'll handle right?
PLease make me strong. I don't want to give up in just a single blow.

colors~

I dyed my hair back to black.

It was originally black and I've been trying new colors on my hair.

From chestnut to red, semi-blonde to chocolate color..

this time I'm back in asian hair haha because I am LOL~

I was also having fun making this drawing for my friend Jepaps : )

this was something good for me I guess.

Thinking too much how will I get Cj talk with me is not so good for me.

I have so much to do although these things really break all of it.

Exams are next week. Midterm. Gosh gives me headaches!

i'll sleep early tonight. I don't want to think of all bad stuff^^,

have a goodnight everyone~

Fight

...protecting me is not easy right?

I know how much you care on what I'm up to now.

Sometimes I can't really escape helping..but I know you would understand all of this.

my Family: they're always like that all this 20 years I am in this world -
they NEVER changed for what I am to them.

thank you for PROTECTING me hon.

I hope tomorrow you're not mad anymore.

I LOVE YOU AS ALWAYS :)

almost there..

waa..they grew so fast!..

I'm still thinking if I CAN adopt this. It's like there's still fear on me.

This two are the choices. The brown was a bit bigger but a cry-baby,

while the spotty one seems to like me already and so still.hehe this young mother here is my sister and on her 8th month of pregnancy.

She said she'll be due this september.

YEah He's a baby BOY!!

We're all happy about it. I'll be aunt soon haha! :)

Almost there baby..please cooperate with mommy and come out in

this world normally. Your mom is really scared of cesarian.

I am too. Please come out safe-- we love you dear :) me and cj visited her and treat her Jollibee

when we got in Basud and talked funny things on her experience

as a new wife + soon-to-be mom.

We were all laughing hard because she reminds us bout

JUNO- the girl in the movie who also got pregnant

they had the almost the same attitude, so imagine haha.

She was happy at the same time the baby kicks too.

woah maybe he also loves Jollibee!! XD

i'm dead!