Dad get well soon T-T

The fact that I've been missing you so much is a big pain in me already.

And this news of your heart attack, It was painfull to think.

I really wanted to come there and help you both in this struggle but I hope you'll be strong enough to wait for me ok dad?..

I know it's hard..but I know also you can fight for it - sooo suree!!

I LOVE YOU DAD...GET WELL SOON!

what to do?

if it happens..

am i READY?

no..the PAIN, TRUST, LOVE..

this will be judged again, I have to find the solution.

this is to be taken seriously - time is running

and yes I'm chasing it..run faster!!!

or else I'll have to stop breathing.

what am i going to do?..what?

i am always like...like this?

..whenever you feel and have the chance to appreaciates everysingle little time for someone you love or someone you care for, please do so,never ever take advantages for whom you love and care the most 'cause you never ever know one day...that.. the devostating ..one day life we borrowed from "him" is will come to be ...
- JOY HODGETTS

(my mom) she really knows what I feel. *thankful

If you have the Grip on the sky,

Hold it tightly - you'll never know

when is the next Sky will come to let you Hold again.

woot woot!

we watched movie :Sorcerer's Apprentis(which was one of the awesome casting spells, magic films I've watched!)

and here is the white rose i love:


tomorrow is our 16th month together^^,
yep to be honest we're laughing hard today on how long we will gonna stay together in love like this. Cj said we should never predict but as much as I know right now, "you're the only person I learned to love like this..no less in more." - weee it was touching, yeah I bet I never heard anyone said it to me..haha so it was a blush on my cheeks~

he visit me today with a 3pcs of rose ans 2 dozens of jellyace *ahaha which he always did..but last month he didn't have the time to get one and we're both busy that time. Although we didn't see each other the exact date it's ok..it's no less 24 hours on the exact time.

I was pretty surprise actually. He bring the flower from DAET to NAGA.
I bet he didnt sleep in the van for 2 hours - because the flowers were nice and even the newspaper cover of it was not folded or crumped.

I WAS HAPPY TODAY~..just this little time we had. I was off to the stressworld..just for a while.^^,