what a weekend!

arrrgghh!!..because I can't find any connection in Basud I might ended up typing longer now than expected. Oh well lets start!

This is pretty exciting too you know why?

- coz I'm having CHOCO ALMOND FUDGE ice cream while typing this!

*bleee :P yummmm!

so lets start at friday afternoon:

we had a seminar in legazpi today but after that I had to go home

because Mom wants me to help her with some money matters so I did go

even I have no money at all I just borrow a lil from a friend.

I ask cj to fetch me when I get in Basud but that story turn out to be

a MISUNDERSTANDING again- yay!!

because I was busy on cleaning my unit before i go, I haven't

been looking on my mobile since I told him I'll txt him the

moment I reach in terminal..

And yes, he waited for 30mins or so for my reply because he might

fall asleep which I really don't like so he got pissed again on me

because he hates waiting.

so there you go...a lil misunderstanding that fades after a night and when we

went back together in Naga on Saturday afternoon.

after grocery, we take-out dinner at MAX's restaurant.

wew he's mood is quite cool now here - maybe the aircondition helps - haha kidding'

note: he didnt talk with me though the whole night and morning haha :)

well it's ok..somehow I'm getting use of his drama or hatred on waiting.

And he's the one who texted me first and asked if we're going to Naga or not haha :)

saturday in Basud (morning):

it rained the whole day exept early morning.

I woke up 4:33am but decided to lay for some more but I'm hungry already! XD

I didn't ate dinner last night, there was no rice left for me

so I just sleep off.

exactly 5:49am I clean my self to get some breakfast at tito popoy's

house. I had bread and coffee and while having it we chatted till the time reach 7:40am.

I decided to go in Bagasbas beach today before I get the money mom send for us.

I sketched a bit..the sun is not out yet and I like how the water was calm

and sitting on the wall makes my mind at ease for the moment.

After sketching at Bagasbas and eating taho I decided to get back to get the money. Guess what happened on my way to Western Union?

HOllymolly I left my wallet at tito popoys store haha!

when I was going to buy the sampaguita flower before heading to Western,

I looked on my bag and found out there was NO WALLET IN IT!!

I ask the kid to wait for me although it will take some time

before I get back there haha..and ofcourse I can't get the money

without any ID in hand so I drove back - geez crazy!!

the kid waited for me patiently for

a P15 sampaguita flower I knew how important that was

so I drove fast and carefully for her to sold someon me. I hope it helps.

ah, Godbless her :)

So I saw our house transforming little by little, saw and talked with my family,

had a little fight, slept like princess, drove on motorcycle alone, saw the beach,

sketch a bit, rained alot!, eat new dish and get back with cj in naga after = GREAT WEEKEND!!

seriously Brigette you're pissing me off with your CRAZINESS!

Ahuh! I know already that we're both crazy in terms of food and shopping,

haircuts, cute toys and stuffs but you're being naive

and hell like super duper guper CRAZY!

whatever you say don't convince me ok?

It's Friday tomorrow, and you're already a week absent

do you think that's friggin cool huh?

Let me tell you, I haven't been exercising alot so

I guess I have to do it tomorrow!

YES ITS A WARNING!:

IF I DON'T SEE YOUR STUPID HEAD TOMORROW,

I'LL COME AND CLIMB UP TO YOUR ROOM EVEN I WONT

USE YOUR STAIRS! YEP! I'LL DO THAT!

just for real, stop it ok?..

i'm really humble asking this to you :D

i know HE'S the PRINCE you wanted but damn

he DON'T WANT YOU TO BE THE PRINCESS anymore.

so let go ok?..it's enough pain already.

dont think that I can only say this because I'm happy with my relationship

and yours was torn and burn up, but I know it will

only get worse if you continue this.

He's somehow right - he just can't lie to you anymore.

I know how HARD is that..believe me there's no use

seeing him moving on and you're left behind so wasted!

I can't let that be brigette..so please come to school

tomorrow or atleast talk with me ok?

let's talk about it ok?

P.S

i'll come! i'll bring ice cream and *kwek2 for you~

and the SUN is waiting outside for you.

sunday let's karaoke!!

*kwek2: is a boiled quail egg with orange-colored flour mix with salt and pepper a filipino snack. And its my all-time favorite to give for my friends.

*Brigette: one of my close friend in school. She's vibrant and crazy as me but suddenly broke up with his long time boyfriend and attempting to die - stupid!!!!

am I not doing my best?

(L to R: emily,jessica, christian(yayu) and jenny)

lately as I look on my sister and brother's photo this question won't get off my mind :

AM I NOT DOING MY BEST TO BE THEIR ATE(sister)?

I don't know if I'm thinking too much or I just miss them or was it just I'm

shocked whenever I will compare their photos before and now.

They GREW up sooo fast - and I can't help to feel annoyed on how

I am thousand miles away from them and without knowing their likes and hates.

You can't help it right? I'M HERE, ALWAYS HERE - AND THEY'RE THERE.

Philippines VS Canada - that's far I'm telling you.

perhaps I think only for myself - I don't know.

I feel like whenever I haven't talked with them for weeks, there's always:

changes,

new attitude,

everything almost everything I will miss.

Now I'm not so sure if they trust me to be the big ate.

I feel like I'm not doing any special for them.

Arggggggghhh!!!!

Seriously I DON'T WANT THIS SITUATION!

I don't want them to feel I'm not there..at their backs.

helping on their homeworks, some facts need to know, artworks,

girl stuffs, hair styling, friends..etc.

I'M SORRY my little sisters and yayu if ate joy is always not there.

It won't be too long I'll be there...I promise to run as fast as I could just

to reach you where you guys are running now.

I just miss you all badly.

Ate Joy is tired now actually, if only you guys were here..this will be gone after

some hugs and kisses from all of you <3

I know and feel you guys are doing your best even its really hard to grow

right?..I know, ate knows it well. I promise to catch up as soon as I can.

kitty in naga

(her head is quite heavy to hold - it always turn down)

[*this kitty was also a gift on my 15th bday from papa paulo- i'm now 20 haha]

yehey!!..Welcome in Naga Kitty!

haha just so you know I'm a big fan of her since I was a kid.
I guess most of us do fall over on her round, cuddly, cute face..

and her eyes it really please everyone..

I don't have much of this collection

but before when my mom was in Japan

all of our stuffs she gave us were HK signatures - which was a HIT for me.

since then I would always adore her till now.

I bought a huge bag for her when I was in Basud.

I did stuffed her a bit inside to to fit her but I'm glad she managed herself

inside plus I gave her a shower when she got here - a lil refreshment!
hahaha gladly the sun helps alot to dry her up I was a bit worried

because the rain might not help - but it turned out great!

Ah, I'm just glad you're here to accompany me kitty..

I'll be more relaxed after school :D.

Happy birthday Memily~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS EMILY~

haha she really loves sweets!! and chocolates although its bad for her

but i'm sure now shes eating tons of it! hay ice cake! can i have some!!

with her glowie!...she can't sleep without it..

I hope you had a wonderful day^^

sorry ate was not there to greet you...

i let my kisses and hugs fly there already hope it came

on time!

adopting or not?

(Hi there puppy..I need to think first if I'm ready again - u r lovely though^^)

I am pretty undecided to adopt again..

it's not been so long since Bruno(my 2nd dog who was dognapped) was with me

and I'm not really sure on this one..

I wanted to get a puppy on my birthday but I want a Labrador one.

Hay, Tita Devie's Dog Stacey(who was Bruno's mom) gave birth again 3 days ago.

She asked me if I will adopt this almost like dalmatian pup~..

Basud this Sunday

(while waiting for the pizza 15 mins!! - I'M STARVING!!)

although he came here today to visit me, we went back home in Basud together. We bought pizza "cheesy bacon" - yeah i know the unhealthy dinner.
but i really want pizza tonight!!

(hay naku it took too long waiting fot the pizza to be cooked and here we are sitting on mister donut)

after taking this, 3 minutes later the pizza was done!

'yay!! finally after almost 2 months haha~

So when we started to walk on our way home hollymolly!!
my blood is rushing like waterfall seriously!
i have my period today so when we were walking I was in serious
pain my God I actually sit 2 times on our way.
Cj was worried he don't know what to do..hehe
I told him it'll be fine soon..and i was! wew~

at last I'm home - 2 weeks already.

here are what I'm excited to see:
(our wall is starting to rise and start its shape wee!)

that is tito junjun fixing something there

this is the second thing I'm exiceted bout and miss here:
MY JURI!! (1st dog)

(been 2 weeks since I last saw u and hug - I miss you^^.)

(pretty wild when he always see me..hehe 6 yrs old Juri)