so it was supper dupeer long story to tell what the hell just happened to me
since it was midterm exam.
I had a hell of days and weeks to be honest.
A fracture of mine wants to blow now.
Perhaps I am already tired of how things happened.
I can't blame no one or a thing because my life
has been like this since I knew the "hard" word itself.
wanna know briefly what happened?
HERE:
- I fought alot actually.
- I get pissed a hundred times.
- I was forced to do things I don't.
- I lose my temper to Cj.
- I cried gallons of tears.
- I didn't remember any of my friends to txt.
- I suddenly felt not listening to my classes.
- I talk with my mom with always a bad signal- stupid phone!
- Tita kat get hospitalized - and I look after her.
( I tell you she's not so easy to look after for she can demand everything!!)
-Joan finally give birth and while i just arrived in
the hospital, tita kat asked me to go back for she wanted to get hospitalized too!
- My brain went freak!
- I needed to had some absents - which gives me a
horrible situation in school.
- I didn't sleep much and well.
- My eyes got a ring of black and poping out!
- Dry skin. Dry mind. Dry hair - sh***
- Pissed by how my patient wants junky in the middle of the night!
- Got wet by the rain twice in the middle of the night and at 3am
for that pantyliner and greenwich!
- too messy house no one will clean except me ofcourse.
- cousins fighting!
so did you think I collapse in that?..
no, actually not.
I felt to do it..but no seriously it'll worsen everything
if I give up already.Tire
all of them were finish and there's nothing
to whine or get mad anymore.
I'M JUST TIRED.
exhausted but still doing what I do after.
Tired but you cannot do anything if you stop moving because
you are tired.
I know, sounds crazy - maybe I am.
Well one month to go I'm sensing my birthday is
not so happy this year.
