How wrong it is to ask how sure you want your life to be in a wonderful, no-worries, happy life?
Maybe we can't ASSURE and ASSUME our FUTURE.
Maybe it is what it is.
"Who knows?" or "God knows - it's up to His WILL."
I'm certain to myself I don't question God's existence or how powerful He is. I have faith and believed in Him all of my life that's for sure.
It's just this thing on my mind, I can't help to think out loud - I HAVE TO WRITE IT DOWN.
I really want the ASSURANCE of my SIMPLE AND HAPPY LIFE.
Like I can work stable with good earnings, bulid a simple but full of love home, get married to my love, make a family, teach my child ABC'S, cook for them, sit and talk with my dearest friends under a cup or tea or coffee, LAUGH HARDER, GREW WISER, witness a winter, stand in field of flower, make good music, sing with the crowd, make an unforgettable program that helps 80% of the people in the world, be a grandma, have a house near the beach with my husband, grew old with my family. REST HAPPY.
Those are what I want to assure now,..
Yeah you'll tell me I can make it if I really wanted it.
But I see those who were willing but yet unfortunate to get all what they want. It's all SIMPLE but it doesn't EXISTS sometimes. I hope mine is not. I would really LOVE my life if it turned out to be like this on my list..
Right now if you ask me if my life don't turn out to be like on the list. I'll be DISAPPOINTED. Well if those were not complete - I bet I'll still like my life, there's gotta be something IN REPLACE. I HOPE SO.