Thursday, May 27, 2010

look like mama!


hhahaha i just notice in this photo
when my mom was as old as me she had this
photo with the same pose and i really
look like her..i tried to look where
was the photo but with those pile of boxes
i think I can't get it. (and i don't know
exactly where i can find it! hahah)




and this one i think it's just me..being crazy inlove
with hello kitty all the time. She's 6 yrs old by the way
turning 7 this year on my exact bday a gift from my
loving stepdad in japan.
ありがとうぱぱ!。。。

I'm confuse?

what are you saying?..
explain explain explain.
i can't read between the lines with
those words.
you wont admit then suddenly you will.
All I can do is understand you - but i want to understand
you MORE!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Bruno's Sister: Brandy

bruno got 2 brothers and a sister.
The only one who survive now is the youngest one
and the only sister, Brandy.


My grandma's brother Lolo edgar adopted Brandy
when she was 2 months old and thank God she's still
amazing!

I got to visit her and Lolo Edgar's new house in Daet
for the first time. This mini subdivision was ideal
for them especially their son will be in college soon.
It wont take a long jeep ride for him to come in school.
Although he told me he would rather stay in Oliva(bundok
na brgy.)

there's much stress in their family now. Their oldest sister
arianne is pregnant and having some difficulties in
accepting it and regard with her husband. She's graduate
in Diploma in Computer Programming same on my course
but she wanted to have an early relationship and turned out
not so good. I will pray for them to have a peaceful heart.
I know soon they'll get what is important.
A life is a Blessing no matter how it is made.

when will this end?


...there are this microscopic braveness I can feel
inside me. Good thing I have them: or else I can't
survive in this battle.


and thanks to HIM, He always stay.

xy..

you can do it..!



or try this:

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

chiPon T.T


hay ilang gamot pa ang kailangan ko para ikaw
ay di na bumalik?

if medicines are like this: I WON'T take it either! sooooo cutee!
you cant just swallow them with those faces^^,

ANAK NG..!!!

what happen if i left my phone unattended and Cj
was holding it? HAHAHA this is funny he looks like
a model of something..hehe! TAkte di ako sanay makita
na ganito kafocus ang mukha nia sa camera..eh tong
taong to alergic sa camera promise! haha

"BICOLANO OF THE YEAR!"

deserving ba ang title? haha

and here are some shots we got while talking about
what color will i get next on my hair?

persona



aha! i'm not much into PINK but this
one is pretty cute!~
mozilla browser offers this different persona style for ur
browser so as long as I couldn't find a cuter one than this,
i'LL GO IN PINK NOW..besides there's a cherry my fav!!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Rewind or Fast Forward?



I think I may not need this 2 after me and cj
talked which one is we like to go. Changing things in the
past is unnecessary it will always affect what is on the
future. Correcting some mistakes will just make it worse
in the future, if mistakes don't happen then there's no
realization, no moving on, or braveness nurtured. If I
will have to see myself in the future, it'll be nice except
I won't be thrilled anymore when it happens again because
I already know.

So you see, even it's always a line that "if I
could just go back in time..." it's just a line to me now,
I can't take it seriously. I'm sure just on the movie
"CLICK" things can be changed like you wanted it to be,
but you'll never know what you missed and you live your
life not living it the right way. So be contented on what's
going on now.

For cj, he wanted to go back. He's been bad before..
I asked him if you will change it, can we still be together
now and do you think you're a better person? He told me he
will always find me, he don't know why but he will.(naks
naman! kilig naman c joy!) hehehe but ofcourse he changed
his mind. He'll lost some funny memories he had if he will
be a good boy. This one he's holding now and living is nice
as it is and mine too.

Broadband!!


ok now I don't have load I can't text or call
plus i can't sleep. Well I thought I will, the
effect of the medicine hello where is it!?..
(it's not a sleeping pills by the way!) I had
a migraine earlier so I decided to get some med
and go to sleep..the heck I'm super awake and
now here i am still typing!..

I wanted to play those things I saw at
GamePark to help me sleep but I needed to go
online to download it! Sucks! No connection!
hay hay hay patience pchan you'll get your very
own broadband next week - hopefully mama keep her
promise. I WANTED IT BADLY! Me and tita kat share
the SmartBro pLug-it in the meantime, there's no
tower of smart here in Basud so we get to have a
plug it not the antenna one, unlike in Daet. We're
having a little trouble sharing - so much to do it
will take 3 nights to finish each stuff. Hay fine I'll wait.

God of Sleep(if you exist), let my eyes close
now. I can feel my eyes are tired, I feel exhausted so
please let me rest.


I'll try now maybe He heard me. Goodnyt~ happy dreams^^,

Fly.Goodluck.HappyForYou


I saw your page..it won't be long and
you'll be there. I can't help to get jealous on
you and to those people I know who can start their
quest early. Maybe I'm just being naive or what
but I'm a person who dream and plan things too
early..yet here I am, still on the run hay when
can i finish this run?! I wanna be on the finish
line. GRADUATE JOY!! - THAT'S the line.

Although you are going, hopefully you
won't forget those simple things we are together.
Funny how we became now right? HAHA i don't have
any idea when is the exact date but have a good flight!

=======

if things were always on its place right from the start
will i know how soon we'll be apart?
i can't help to wonder how much pain is still ahead
so when it comes i'll be prepared.
i'm strong but i doubt i'll fall soon
if it's you is my strenght how can i carry on?

my mind, my soul and body
they won't move i'm so hurt badly
i'm leaning on everyone that can save me
why does it's still you I want to see?
if this is a curse without a cure
please take this now its what I'm sure..