Cj meets Mamang^^

he talks with mamang don't know what he say. All i
heard was "how are you mang? sorry took a long time.."
then he looks at me and said "she'll be fine, i'll take care
of your grand daughtrer this time.." then he became
quiet and looks back to the candles.

today i had no classes so I decided to go in the
cemetery with Cj so we can greet Mamang on her
birhday..
after class cj pick me up in the house.
we light candles with my greatgranpa and grandma
too..
then we bought flowers for mamang..
white roses.^^
it's kinda late to greet coz i couldn't come
the other day i still got class..
but i think mamang understands..
we finished the candles and go home after.

i'm happy mamang met him now.
i'm sure he told her how crazy I am..
not sure enough coz i didnt heard it hehe.

HAPPY BDAY MAMANG!

..We always miss you in our hearts..
on our mind..we pray for your happiness
up there and peaceful life while looking
upon us here..
.

..I miss everything about you.
Your story..
..your struggle..
..your protection..
..your love endless..
..your smile..
..your "pasalubongs"..
..your cooking..
..hugs, kiss even pinch!

These year, the 2nd year you're not with
us, I miss you. And I know you're always
with me..thank you for raising me when
I was young you're the 2nd mother I got
and will always be...

I LOVE YOU FOR EVERYTHING!
LOVE YOU FOREVER MAMANG KO...^^

new buddies^^

funny thing being an irregular student is
that you can get to know almost everyone..
another is u have so much vacant time to
roam around..
though sometimes it made me bored to be
alone while everyone are taking their classes.
most of the time i'm sitting out in the hallway
or sketching in the "pantry room"

but my new buddies are on their way to save me!
hahaha..i met one irreg student name mariel:


she's as same as my height LOL!
we only see each other every sat..at the same class
but today she came just to withdraw money for
her grandma..
i came with her coz i was vacant that time..
we easily get comfortable with each other and
started talking with our lives..hehe she's funny too!
by lunch we decided to go in SM and walk around
hehhe like a date huh?..but guess what!?
we saw her bf there!!..she was txting him where
he was then she was about to read his reply we saw
him in the mall too!! hahaha!..she's kind of mad
not telling her he was there too..
i gave them some space and just get busy watching
people while drinking my "Black pearl shake"..

(gray shirt) he's REY..he told me to call him 'uang' dont know why?)
(purple shirt) He's MARK - a varsity he's crazy!!
(brown pants) crisanto - the craziest! keeps calling me
Ms. joy but they're all gentleman..^-^

Later, my 3 more classmates came..
the crazy boys i know! haha
they're the one who's teaching me some "Bicol terms"
but unfortunately all the stupid and crazy term
is the only one they teach me..and give a reverse
meaning of it! hahah i was laughing about it coz
it doesn't sound good and they're having fun with it.
while mariel was busy with his bf me and the 3 boys
were busy as well laughing about the words.

around 3:30pm time to go back to school..
the time was fast..we're so busy..hehe
i had fun^^

sipocot's parade!

this is the first time i'll meet our prof
in SYNADET(system analysis and Design).
my class is from 2:00-5:00pm..
so i travel around 11:00am so i can get there
at 1:00pm exactly..

but wadaheck!..when i get to Sipocot(45mins
away from Naga) there's a freaking parade and
it's supeeeer LONG!!!!.
holy craps, cat and rats!!! i came 18mins late
in the school..
and my prof was not an old one whom i'm
expecting..he was like 25+ or something.
Not sure but he looks one and he's teaching at
Ateneo too..(a university here in naga)..

he looks at me..i was like.."sorry.."
can't explain to him the details coz he continue
to talk and talk and i saw on the white board
they already had a quiz! 20 items!!!!
i miss it already!..


he was very skilled prof..and he make sure all
the things he say in front will get to his students.
like a sponge..he want us to get everything.
he made 3 quizzes in that 3hours..so that's
a bit harsh but he only do that so he's student
will understand and pay attention to him.

with my Honey

been 2 weeks since we visit the church together
and have a mass..
today me and cj will definitely attend because last
2 weeks we were so busy with our school priorities..
we know we're not excused so we'll say sorry today.

we got into the 2nd and last mass in the afternoon.
there's a rain-shower but yeah we're kind of late due
to it..
cj's motorcycle was so fast..(well i said we're late so
he drive almost 80-90km/hr) there's a tear all over
my eyes! hahaha


new washed motorbike and fixed tires
already^^ this is suzuki.

after the mass his tires was flat (again!)
this usually happens every sunday whenever we had a
date it's always a flat tire!!
so we went to the vulcanizing shop and wait with the
chickens all over just beside the shop..
i played with the chickens haha..i copied their moves!



at the runway we're looking for birds and cows on the
runway hehehe! it's everywhere..i was on the seawall^^

then we went to the runway of the airplane in
Bagasbas..
we saw cj's friend Ryan fixing his flat tires too!
he said whenever he's with her girlfriend Lovely, he'll
always had a flat tire! Wadaheck it's always the blame
on us! we were laughing about it coz we had the same
experience too! hahaha
then we saw his girlfriend Lovely on the seawall waiting
for Ryan..we greeted her. It's the first time I met her
and she's pretty ^--^

oh well it's the same routine..
we talked and talked about his highschool life
where he sometimes mess around at school..
how did he learned to smoke and drink,
worst-case-scenario when he get drunked!
i was laughing at it the whole time..
he can't believe he did that..and it's his first time
talking it with a girl and now he's gradually changing
not drinking anymore about 1 month already and
1 stick of cigarette per day -sounds really good.
he said he wanted to live more for me.
i just whisper to myself.."live for yourself first and
you'll live with me forever..thank you"..but he only
heard the words "thank you"..


we're married! haha i love this- he bought for me^^

expectations in NAGA~

It's the biggest city in Bicol..(some people might say)
but I think i can get used to this city sooner or later.

Now, i really expect that Naga in future will be a
successful city because people are very helpful,
nice, and happy!..
I hope I can get a chance to go around and know the
area because as of the moment the only place I know
is the Terminal(where I ride), STI, E-Mall, SM naga, and
the Basilica Church..oh yeah the LCC mall too..
I have no time to go in different places - my school is
on priority and I 'm quite scared to go out of nowhere I
don't know because i usually just by myself..


the yellow jeep!..the view from
where i'm eating.(Hi KFC!)

today, i ride a tricycle from school to McDonalds..
i really miss the chicken i ate before and the mc float..
unfortunately they don't have Mc Float their ice cream
maker was wrecked at that moment..
so i went upstairs and someone greeted me and asked
if I know him..uhmm i was not sure but probably he's
an STIers so i told him he's from STI..he smiled back.
hehehe he's working as crew in Mcdo and its kind of
awkward when he called me "ma'am"
there was a birthday party too and i saw the huge cake!
hahaha i wanna play with them!..


my lunch-dinner i ordered 2 crispy burger
too for my sister and tita kat^-^

oh well i started eating and glance at people in the window
walking on the streets, students and oldies....
i enjoyed my dinner..

OUR 3rd Month! <3

june 19 2009..
it's cj and pj 3rd month together..
still sweet, full of crazy traits that maybe we're
the only one who can understand haha!
happy;
honest;
God is still our center;
still holding hands;
kiss & hug;
punching & kicking (this is really needed! haha)

i'm getting more and more comfortable with him
and getting the idea of what a "boyfriend" means
when i used to know was not even a half of what
i experience now..so more responsible..
in my family first and to Him.

today is also his parent's 27th wedding anniversary!
so double the celebration..

we went out and celebrate together..
eat at greenwich, went to the beach(ofcourse it's
all where we started), and watch some events
it's almost fiesta here in our Daet town on june
24..so there's alot of events at night^^

HAPPY HAPPY LOVE LOVE!

BACK TO STI!

at the correigdor of our school on 3rd floor
sight-seeing of cars and trycycles & students too

TANTARAN!..STI - pEARly's back!

Confirmed this june 15 i'm an STIers again^^

taking DIT..to finished up the last sem i left before in
tanay..i got 3 subjects this sem and the rest will be
4 more the next sem..

people are really friendly..
no doubt- it's the scene..from the frontliner
i met ate Shiela...she's the one who helped me alot
and still helping me in some stuffs i don't
know around this new city(NAGA).

i'm commuting 2 hours van-ride from my house every
tuesday, thursday and saturday.
it's quite pain in a butt but i think i can get hold
of it sooner..it's a matter of practice! haha

my first day was great i was late! haha
20 mins to be exact..but they understand im
quite out of the city so..i was the only transfer
in my class..everybody are tall as usual! haha
they were really bicolano dialect!!..
i'm still getting hang of the words i know some
but there are words that still confuse me hehehe..

i got almost 6 hours vacant - holy craps!!
my class will start at 8:00am - 9:30 then the next
class will be 4:00 - 5:30!!
I checked out if they could do something about it
well there's no other options so i'll need to have
some nice stuffs i could do in that vacant period!
the new SM mall was just in front of our school
its a walking distance so i can eat there and go

view from the 3rd floor of the school
cafe and pastries down there^^
whenever i wanted to...that's one good thing!
but i may not be able to be always in the mall for
the rest of my week! hahaha


the Mommy's carenderia at the back street
of our school..yumyum^^ affordable!

during our lunch ate shiela took me to the carenderia
where all the faculty eat..so im with them
and got 2 rice it was so yummy! can't help to eat tons
hahaha i was hungry waiting for my next subject..
it was fun..they interviewed me and everyone were nice
and fun^^

Fastfood ON THE RUSH!!

me almost done with my hot nai cha^^

this week we're "quite" spending our whole meal
in all the fast food in the town..hehe
the biggest reason: it's once in a while!
yes, we know the consequence of eating outside too
much but you just can't help the temptation because
when mom got to give a lil' extra in our budget, this
is the only place we spend the money.

morning we went to Chowking;

siopao, noodle(wanton) & halo-halo deserts!

it's one of the chinese - filipino food that is known
in the counrtry and served delicious noodles and
shanghai's!..siopao, dumplings and more!..
my favorite is nai cha - tea-milk drinks with ice.

this one is the nai cha & black gulaman

before it was black gulaman - sorta sweet honey
with black jelly!

so actually this is also the same day we'll go on our school
and for me it's just an orientation in STI Naga..

during lunch tita kat and joan went to Jollibee

so the jolly fries and burger they adore!

and got some burger ans fries only for lunch. (it's their fav!)
so as of me i ate at KFC after the orientation.

The "Wow Steak" favorite of mine!
hahahaha it's flooding of Fast Food right?!

STI - am i coming back?!

wadaheck!!! systems technology institute!!
am i coming back again?!..

alright this is kind of unsure but me and mom plans
to study in STI again..talk about the creditations
of subjects..like there's gonna be 3 to 4 subjects in
each sem left when i really continue there..
the ACLC will be left erased then?..
there's a huge difference on their credentials..
and subjects..so yeah..1 year was a waste.

still pending...but seriously I'll get crazy in this!

Search For Joan's Bday gift...!

we're planning a lil surprise party for joan
on this coming 20th of May.
foods were ready so the gifts are the only one
missing..

me & cj went to Naga today in search for a nice
gift for my sister.
mom phoned during lunch already..i thought
we're not going anymore..but then she said yes.
so off we go around 1pm..

travel by van, it took 2 hours exactly to get there..
we first searched in SM Naga..
it took time, we visit each stores to find the
"Strawberry shortcake bag" she wished to have..
god, it was sooo tiring just looking at them!..
but unfortunately, we didnt see one!!

we're still full so i just grab a popcorn to make
my mouth busy while walking..
maybe around 20 steps from the stall my popcorn
scattered on the floor!! hahaaahaha
cj was laughing badly like nothing happens after I
accidently poured it on the floor!
i grab his hand and said it's fine someone will clean
it up for me! (*smiled brightly & pulled him)

we decided to go to LCC mall next so it's a double-ride
trycycle for P14 /head..
when we get there..we felt there's no great chance of
getting the bag..so we just decide to give her a huge bear
that she might really love!
when we got to the store I was so fascinated
and confused what bear will i choose!!
the fact that everyone were soo cute and adorable!
cj went around and left me choose which one is right.
i tried to ask the bears, hhaa ofcourse i didn't got a
response back. the salesboy was laughing at me..
i said, " which one would like to go with me pls raise ur
hands!?"..hehehe (*getting crazy huh?)

well you might as well get really confuse with that
seeing tons of them on your front!!
i wanna have them all!! haha
so finally, we got the "one" and wrap it there
and off we go to Basilica church..
me and cj had this wedding-ring-like and we'll get
married today! hahaha!

yes married!!..LOL
so there, around 5pm we arrive and we had a mass
luckily so it's like we are blessed in the secret wedding huh?
so we were laughing about it..but get really serious when
the mass starts..

we went back to the mall to get some food
for dinner at KFC and some 'pasalubong" for
tita kats and joan..
when we're on the terminal, i decided to get a water
and the very funny thing is when we were looking for
a cold drink i get all the bottles lined up in the front
and one of the bottle accidently left on my bag..
because there's no fingers left to hold on in that one.
i forgot to put it back and we walked to the van..but
the guy chase us..no not chase stopped us and look for
the bottle..
i was so surprised and sorry!..cj won't stop laughing!
yeah yeah i got a senior moment there!..God!
felt like i almost steal a food!! hahah

so tired in the walk and search ..i fell asleep in his arms..
1 hour sleep and he sleep after i do..
he's the one who bring thehuge bag of the gift we got~
so there we arrived home around 9:30pm..
it was a DATE!

Hard to Believe: PROMISE & DESTINY

it always gives me an uneasy feeking about promises
& destiny..the thing about those are it's very sacred.
uhmm...what you always desire may require this
factors.

for me promises:
..are special in a way when someone will tell it to me
it's always a 100% sure they'll keep it. no matter what
happens, whatever it takes - YOU JUST GOT TO DO IT.
..i once hate this, when mom told me she'll go home after
3 years staying in japan - i expected so much that turned
out to be hurting myself alot.
since then, i never give promise to someone if i knew myself
that i had a small doubt of not doing it.

as for destiny:
..it's unexplainable thing on me whether i believe on this or not.
uhmm maybe 50-50 if i rate it. it's soo very vast to analyze
how did some unexpected things that happened to me turned
out to be destiny without knowing why?..
im destined to be where i live now..
im destined to be separated with my friends and bandmates?
im destined to be this small?
im destined to be loved by cj?


i don't know? it's hard sometimes to rely on this 2, but i wanna
believe somehow..it's like a prayer sometimes..
you'll pray it so many times but you dont know when it'll be
heard by Him.

so this time of my life..whether my promises for everyone will
come true or what..i know myself im still the boss of it.
it'll never come true if i just think about it - I NEED TO WORK ON IT!
destiny is here i know..it's inside of me..and
I'M THE ONE WHO MAKES MY OWN DESTINY.
dont know how, or why but i enjoy my life as it is now.
whether it's destiny or not ^-^

define my First kiss?

after we blew the cake its the best moment in my life!
those bags are full of foods! up to that bag i had! haha
and his 3 red + 3 white roses~

it was last night when i had my first kiss on the lips
from a guy i love at this age of 19...

yeah although we were celebrating our 1st month
together it didnt pictured in my mind that i'll have this
first kiss. I usually kiss him on his cheeks, forehead..
well yeah..that's it! :D
But last night, when everything was in peace..
no wind;
no noise;
by the seashore;
in his arms,
after we blew the cake..he smiled;
looked straight in my eyes,
my heart beats at its best!!..
..he move his head closer to mine..
my eyes open up a bit wide...
..he's still smiling and whispered,
"..you'll have your first kiss now a gift from me..happy 1st month honey.."
..i can't move back..
this is it!..
his lips gently touch my lips so tense..'
i closed my eyes..feel him breathe on my face..
..it was so soft..so sweet and tasted like mallows!
i don't remember how long..but not that long in min.
after he kissed me..i smiled so happy and hug him
tight and whisper back, "thank you and i love you so much.."
he replied, "i love you too beyond what you could see..
feel my heart it says : you only love joy!"..
hehehe i laughed!..
he told me he likes the way i giggle and laugh like i
usually do when im with him...
he caught my eyes again..and give 3 kisses again in me.
i'm sooo happy!..


never had imagine how would my first kiss will be..
but that moment God gave a wonderful time for me..
I'll treasure it forever.

our mouth was full of food! haha
everyone: he had my first kiss!

HWG [prt 2] Albay

after 2 nights in cam sur..
we headed for another 2 and half hours bus drive
to Albay (where the mayon volcano is near)
the town was in malilipot, albay.
my aunt tita tek was there..and her family.

we arrived at exact 10:30am...
later that afternoon after lunch..we visit
the Busay falls..it's a 10mins trycycle ride
away from our aunt's house.
together with our cousins and some new friends
like obet and val..we stayed for 4 hours.
it said that busay falls has 7 level of falls..

the 1st lvel the 3rd level

but merely 3rd level we were tired climbing up!
hahax our lungs and body were incapable of such
heights! haha..so we stayed in the 4th and go back
in 3rd at the last 30 mins..


the 4th level..great back-massage!


the next day..
we shop at tabaco mall..LCC Mall to be exact.
joan got dress. me and tita kat actually planned to buy one
of those but unfortunately, it didnt fit on us!
joan was lucky!..we just shop for some swiming outfit
and slippers for tita tek..we did grocery too for
our food in the picnic in beach on sat morn..

that afternoon..
we went to church and attend the parade of saints
for jesus has died already...

we followed jesus in nazareth..
before the parade ended a a lil tragedy occured.
a kid burned a girl hair almost half of it..
good thing her friend grabs her hair to stop it
from burning. it was so fast and i saw it very clear
in my eyes..i was at her back too.
it was an accident but the hair - i feel sorry for the hair


last day of our vacation is on the beach!!
the view was spectacular!
you'll swim in the sea with no waves and the sand was
very dark black..and you'll see the mayon volcano itself!
although we stayed for 3 hours we didnt get sunburn
coz the sun was hiding in the clouds..
we were almost in the middle of the sea yet the water
is still up to our chest! hahax..so nice hihi

is this a castle? hhaa
very proud to made one masterpiece! hehe

after the swim. we stopped in the abaca bag store.
it was awesome to bought bags for the cost of P160
you can get a fashionable bags that may cost P500
above in malls!..
we left 11am in albay..
holy craps the van was supPPPER HOTS!!
i mean there's an aircon inside and a ventilator but
god there's no air coming on us at the very back of the
seat!..good thing we got fan we bought~

vacation has ended!...it was fun!!
hope we'll do more of this next summer!
bye albay^^

holy week getaway! [prt 1] at CWC

the 3 marias out in cam sur! haha

tuesday early in the morning..we packed our bags and
off we go to Camarines Sur Wakeboarding (CWC).
we set a 2 nights reservation in that place for this holy week.

we arrive around 11am and get a bit rest and tour the place
in the afternoon..
we stayed in tiki hut one queen size bed, airconditioned
the bathroom and toilet is outside.

this tiki huts had one bathroom only but its exclusively
for all tiki hut's user. it's near on the wakeboard and the
pool and the new lago del rio..^-^


see how brave this girl was..she's american
so no doubt..! XD

each board flying in the water was crazy!,..

after his stunts..awesome!!

seeing the board in those americans makes me
realize i can't hold it for long if i get to try^^
you can pay as low as P100 per hour in this.


look how big they are!..i'll fall off for sure!

at night we did hena tatto for P100 each..
me and joan tried it..

hihi crazy sister! the guy was scared
to put this tattoo in her face..>.<
i got a sun in my neck and sea horse on joan's
cheeks..^^


we shopped for accesories and bags..
we got shirt too for low cost..everything is
affordable..

joan can't get enough with the fresh fruit shake
they sell!..most of her money was spent there!
tita kat bought something on her own..


the resto inside was awesome!
foods are freaking delicious! affordable and
american size! hahax so full always!..

that's my tattoo and the red guy shirt was the one
who served us very friendly- kua alvin!~ tnx!

we planned to drink but was very scared to get drunk
so we stick with fruit shakes instead hihi^^


we enjoyed the 2 nights..and we're planning to go back
maybe on my birthday celebration..
it's fun to be here!!..

the lago del rio newly open today..
super huge pool-lake!


the infinity-like pool in the morning..


infront of the pool where u can get any
types of massage u want for P300.

date at BANTAYOG!

in morning we went to daet's church to get this
"palaspas" and blessed it with holy water.


after 3 days of raining in Daet the sun shows up today.
good thing it does..coz our visit to bagasbas will be
cancelled if it rains..
it's our day today - sunday!
so we first stop at Basud St. rafael Parish..
had a mass for an hour..

cj said it's been a year since he visit a church!
like what the..for real!..we were laughing bout
the parish church coz he's surname is same as
the st. rafael..he thought he'll get burned going
inside! -foolishness!

he pay attention intensely and
nervous inside haha!

after the mass we went to a store and he bought
me a pack of jellyace that i want the nata coco in it!
and we drove back to daet and bought some junkies
and mallows! *what a good thing to eat huh?
anyway we went straight to bagasbas(*our so-called
"our land") haha..wow! tons of people everywhere!
on their bikinis, swimwear, kids running and playing around..
music loud and wall climbing event..
stage is still in preparation for bands that will play at night.



different races. americans and asian gathered up!

we stayed till 8 pm and watch some motor shows..
eat, talk and walk along the shore...

yeah yeah..it's freaking cold my lips were dried up forgot my lipbalm
again! XD...the night was happy and with love^-^