chrisanto rafael...Cj

Cj's birthday is near and its
quite getting in my nerves!
i was so confuse what to give on him!?
you know why?...
coz he was my crush a long time ago.

it was back in elem that i care for this guy but who
doesnt care at all in anyone! so it includes me!
he hates to play with us so he's younger bro Ron
always play with us. he's 9 months old than me.
i didnt know the word crush that time so just when i think
of it now..hehe i come up with this word.
so when i left this town..i gradually forget
about him but still know him. after 4 years (*we were
3rd yr high school) i bumped with this tall white -guy
and almost shocked me coz he looked like Josh Harnett
in the pearl harbor hairstyle.@.@
so it was him..suddenly every beat of my heart pumped
annoyingly that it wont stop!
he said "hey baboy! where you going? its' been long time!"
the heck i was really fat in that period of time and he was so slim!
i was shy but he pissed me off so i pissed him back!
can't believe that silent guy before was acting way diff now.
he smokes too. and his parents doesnt know
he will always bought a cigarette on our store and always
sit and bug me there!..

i just stayed a year and finished my highs school back in
tanay again.
so i was gone and left our cat & mouse quarrel for
3 years this time.

it was year 2007 when i came back again..
we're in 3rd yr college..years is always fast!
just arriving in this own makes me think of him already
what does he look like ow. does he grewn manly or
even taller! *gosh my height didnt improve!
it took months before i saw him again.

..he was FAT! hahha! *that was rude!
but u know i'm quite chubby too when i came back so no big
deal hahahha!
he's riding motorbike for 3 years in going to school
and he looks cool on it. he helps his mom and dad in the store
and work as a tryccle driver few times in a week.
he was taller than before but his eyes and smile never changed!
i was happy seeing my crush again.
this time he won't talk with me.
he was shy and just nod whenever we pass each other.
i was a bit confuse...i think im the one who won't act this way coz
i was the one who have the CRUSH ahhaha!

..i'm not sure..