a visit^^,

Every sunday he always try to come and visit me here in Naga.

Although I don't have a clue what reason he always make just to
come here and his mom don't know he's here - I'm pretty sure.

He come around lunch time..riding on his motorbike and driving
alone is kinda dangerous I think, but you can never stop him
to be here especially I know he's only vacant or he call it
"rest day" - is to be with me every sunday and talk things,
eat together(i cook always because he cooks in the store everyday),
take a nap, watch movie and clean together, go to church...o
with this reasons - maybe reasonable right?

i cooked lunch he made his favorite melon juice


But this visit always has time, we don't own it..it's almost just
like an escape for everyone who won't permitt him doing this.
And it's always hard to say "goodbye" even we don't literaly say it
but it does feel like everytime he'll ready things up..
my heart begins to rumble..
..he's eyes will start to focus on mine..
..we hug..we kiss..and eventually have this little tears although
we know we'll TRY AGAIN to see each other next week.

We have priorities. YES WE DO.
People don't just judge us to be always together and always seeing
each other because we don't actually. We always TRY..and when we got
our time - it's what we call golden time.

Don't think I don't understand the RULES - I do, We do.
I just don't think it's not unfair for us to see each other once
in a week just like other time we got for everything that we
prioritize - it's a part of each life so there's no bad reason ayt?