why do she always compare everything she have done to me?
I'm MAD RIGHT NOW! I CAN'T HELP IT! IT'S NOT JUST THE SAME
THING THAT HAPPENS ALMOST EVERYDAY!..

why when at times she needed me to understand her - i did!
when I asked her to do the same - I'm freaking wrong TO ASKED FOR IT!

I understand what she do, even in the eye of the people around us
knew it was wrong! I still do..
You know perhaps I did not do the right thing,,because she always
know I will understand her, it doesn't matter if I get hurt by
what she wanted to do because I'm fine!
I'm fine because I love her..
although I tell her its not ok..she will still pursue to do it!

It's so tiring...
I'm very tired of letting her see her mistakes!
I'm so tired of being what I am to her!
what? she ignored me all the time..
she will just talk to me whenever she wanted it to be!?
Am I a computer that when you want to check your facebook
then you'll turn it on!???

I hope I won't be tired tomorrow..
I hope this is just a blast of something too bad that I
just can't handle..I hope I'm just wrong of saying this..
Cause if I'm not,.
something that took decade and years is starting to break..
I'm so helpless..